I’ve never kept a journal.
BECAUSE I NEVER WANTED ANYONE TO FIND IT!
So basically this whole project scares me to death.
You’d think I’d be worried about the dailiness of it, the commitment (and I can see how that could shape up to be a real technical problem) but it’s the sharing I’m most afraid of.
And it’s not because I’m afraid people won’t like who I really am; I just don’t want people to know who I really am. And I don’t know why that is.
I don’t get scared often. That feeling where you can’t move and your brain and your skin are tingling and there’s a weight on your chest and you have no idea what’s going to happen next. That’s how I feel right now.
And I’m going after that beast.